失眠

Insomnia. Scrolling FB made me think of my life again. Many people have close and best friends. How abt me? Sadly to say I don't have. Having a bf who knows me well is not enough. Sometimes I just need a few more important ppl in my life. But seriously in my 20 years of living, no BFFs? Tbh I think it's truly hard to get someone that knows me and could get along with me well. Should I remain as a free spirit? Or time to get realistic, aka find real friends? I'm not good in maintaining relationships really. Love ones, friendship, kinship etc. Am I really the lone ranger? The introvert of extrovert huh
Should I get the beer in the fridge? Should I keep on sticking to my daily routine? Why is it so hard to get someone that knows me? Or am I too picky? In search. .

问题问题

其实这个blog的用意很不明确
到底要弄到很personal还是放些正经话题呢
说好要写些环保和气候变迁有关的review/opinion.可是总觉得自己不够资格写。没有料。说真的，敢敢写吧。简单的废话也写一些，也许过后有一天你都回来时什么都link到了？

我觉得这个blog就放着写不太私人的吧。私人的应该开个新的。只给自己看。甭理会什么错别字啊grammar错误啊什么的
想写什么就写

继续喝酒吧

失眠

Insomnia. Scrolling FB made me think of my life again. Many people have close and best friends. How abt me? Sadly to say I don't have. Having a bf who knows me well is not enough. Sometimes I just need a few more important ppl in my life. But seriously in my 20 years of living, no BFFs? Tbh I think it's truly hard to get someone that knows me and could get along with me well. Should I remain as a free spirit? Or time to get realistic, aka find real friends? I'm not good in maintaining relationships really. Love ones, friendship, kinship etc. Am I really the lone ranger? The introvert of extrovert huh
Should I get the beer in the fridge? Should I keep on sticking to my daily routine? Why is it so hard to get someone that knows me? Or am I too picky? In search. .

In search of myself

Did a whole load of tests and quizzes to seek out the inner me. Very rewarding Sunday afternoon actually. Some of them I found it really appealing so just wanna do a side note for the future me :D

1. WHAT IS YOUR GREATEST PURPOSE

To Seek Knowledge and Share it with Others

You are a lover of knowledge. You find the greatest meaning when you are seeking to better understand your world and share your newfound knowledge with others. You have an utmost passion for diverse cultures, and are always seeking to better understand how other people live their day to day lives. You love to dive into a good book, and often are drawn to ones that are historically based, or shed light on factual events. That's not to say you don't appreciate mythology, and stories that revolve around Gods and Goddesses; you love to understand how past civilizations lived and made sense of their world through their unique legends and folklore. Your appreciation for knowledge is unparalleled, but your greater gift is in sharing your knowledge with others. You find yourself most connected when you are able to enlighten someone on a subject they know nothing about. You are not gratified by simply staying at home and reading a book or watching an illuminating documentary; although these things are immensely pleasurable to you, you love to get out and travel, and learn about other cultures first hand. You've got a bucket list full of places that you'd like to visit, and when you travel you feel most vibrant and alive. You likely work in the field of educating others somehow, because you find it deeply rewarding to see others learn. If you are not in a field where you can share your knowledge you probably find yourself stifled and unsatisfied. There is no limit to what you love to learn about: you like learning about everything from fine food/wine, nature, art, philosophy, history, religion, and so much more. Your greatest challenge is to share your passion for so many things with others. Consider hosting a documentary night at your place each month and featuring a different film each time that is engaging and educational. You will find yourself most fulfilled when you are able to have meaningful discussions with others on an intellectual level, and henceforth hear their unique point of views.

TAKE THE QUIZ HERE
self comment: CANT AGREE MORE! I always love to SHARE and if I found myself "unable" to share at a certain situation, I feel so depressed. BINGO :)

2.  WHAT CAREER ARE YOU MEAN FOR?

Judge

You have a good sense of truth, you are very calculated, you don't like to make rash decisions, and you always make sure to see both sides of every situation. You were meant to bring this world some justice

TAKE THE QUIZ HERE

self comment: like REALLY!? JUDGE? well I admit I do have a sense of justice most of the time but it doesn't mean I should ended up in some law-related field? But it somehow makes me think about my interest in heading towards Policy-making in Environmental/Climate Change related field. So make sense huh?

3.  WHAT COLOUR IS YOUR PERSONALITY?

RED

You belong to the red color family! The color psychology quiz tells us that like those intense reds that you subconsciously most relate to, you're vibrant and passionate. You have a pioneering spirit and incredible leadership qualities. You're ambitious and determined. You're known for being strong-willed and confident. You tend to be the center of attention and you're impossible to overlook. Your energy can be a bit overwhelming, but on the bright side... once you've set your mind to something, there's no stopping you!

self comment: that's always me, nothing surprising :P But I have never thought that I like RED so much! My favourite purple just slowly fade away i guess?

4. WHAT IS YOUR TRUE ZODIAC SIGN?

Sagittarius

You are a free spirit with an aim in the world. You are busy enjoying life and getting what you want. You have great thinking skills. You have a positive attitude and are strong willed. You posses leadership qualities. Be careful, some of your plans may not be as realistic. As you live for the moment and make quick decisions, although you do not like to be pressured. You have many friends and acquaintances. You are a bit impatient. Sagittarius are adventurous and the most honest signs. Your true desire is to be popular and have freedom.

TAKE THE QUIZ HERE

Self comment: YEAHHHHHHHH I agree so much regarding "Be careful, some of your plans may not be as realistic. As you live for the moment and make quick decisions, although you do not like to be pressured.". Should I be afraid of my "overly-possessed with freedom's" character? That BREAK-FREE spirit, sometimes can be a obstacle in life though...

4. WHICH ERA IS YOUR STYLE?

Italian Renaissance

"You appreciate classical beauty, refinement, and elegance. You believe in rational thinking, and like to be up-to-date on the latest discoveries and innovations. A free-thinker, you are open to new ideas that might improve the condition of humanity. This shows in your personal tastes; an admirer of anything Greek or Roman, you like classic styles and objects from that time. You believe that most of the world's wisdom comes from the ancients and we can always learn from the past. Attire yourself in classy clothes with a touch of intricate decoration, and wear jewels such as pearls and rubies, and you'll be content"

TAKE THE QUIZ HERE

Self comment: I don't know? Sounds appealing to me somehow. But I do have some "classy" obsession here la. So attached with CLASSY stuff. 

5. WHAT WAS YOUR SOCIAL STATUS IN YOUR PAST LIFE?

The Royalty

You were the ruler of the kingdom in your past life! You love to be in charge and command others. People respect you because you are confident and courageous. You are a noble individual with strong leadership skills. People admire how magnificent you are and address you as “Your Majesty"

TAKE THE QUIZ HERE

Self comment: Hmmmmph. tbh,  I did dream about staying in a past era where I was some royal family member; dealing with some palace complicated politics and sufered with some complex love matter. Such imagination, or it's really my past life? Who knows? Sounds fancy but I truly believe it till some extent. So mysterious, so far, so distant. Am I able to find it out one day? And should my current life be the same as well?

6. Which of The Seven Deadly Sins Controls Your Life?

Envy

Your life is ruled by envy! You are loving and sensitive with a unique ability to support your loved ones. Sophisticated and empathetic, you appreciate the finer things in life and tend to know what you want. In your pursuit to find yourself and do right by your family and friends, you sometimes become quite jealous of others, whether it’s for their material goods or something deeper. Don’t forget that you are a unique and wonderful person by your own merits, and that everyone is insecure about something!

TAKE THE QUIZ HERE

Self comment: ADMIT IT EMILYYYYY. YOU ARE ALWAYS IN JEALOUSSSS. yes yes yes. I jealous alot, not in terms of relationship only; but since young, whenever I saw someone doing something better than me (esp something that I am forte in), I will feel so vfuwr9460erpbsknoja0c9! LOL. it can be a good thing (motivation) sometimes but hmm gonna be careful in the future ROARRR

that's all for today. gonna continue my essay. Wish November be nice to me :D

xxx