The ride that pushes me

Found this song. "Ride" by Lana Del Ray. Overwhelmed with the lyrics; the music; the story behind. I cried so hard. It touches me. I feel it.
To get the full lyrics: RIDE-LANA DEL REY


Just sharing.

"I once had dreams of becoming a beautiful poet, but upon an unfortunate series of events saw those dreams dashed and divided like a million stars in the night sky that I wished on over and over again, sparkling and broken. 

But I didn't really mind because I knew that it takes getting everything you ever wanted, and then losing it to know what true freedom is."

Freedom.. strikes me.

"I was always an unusual girl.My mother told me I had a chameleon soul, no moral compass pointing due north, no fixed personality; just an inner indecisiveness that was as wide and as wavering as the ocean...And if I said I didn't plan for it to turn out this way I'd be lying...”

And this, kills me: I am literally 

"Who had nothing, who wanted everything, with a fire for every experience and an obsession for freedom that terrified me to the point that I couldn't even talk about it, and pushed me to a nomadic point of madness that both dazzled and dizzied me."

So, What's next?